All right now...it's like the last night before the 2 weeks of good days inside Tekong where all boys become men. -.- Well, juz finished packing and ready to go. Humm...kinda sian leh, dun feel like going also. Nvm. Don't know how's the life inside's going to be. Hope it's fun (and interesting and not pump pump pump all the way...) and there's things to learn. Actually go in also good, haha, much more simpler life there.

Realise that there's still things that I cannot let go. Still care a lot for some whom I feel for but I guess it's juz a waste of time and energy. Think it's true, when you reach a certain point of disappointment, lotsa things can't hurt you anymore and the numbness juz takes over. Haha, a bit sad also, never get to see Coffee Bean Girl the last night before my 2 weeks confinement. Maybe when I book out I'll go there agian and hopefully, she's there. Kinda dumb eh? Maybe love for me is really juz looking from a distance and not really getting involved in it. Coz that way, things seemed perfect and nice and everything. Haha, the ideal case of love eh? Humm...maybe go in also let me forget all these things with all the 'good' trainings that left me no time to think of all these with my tired body and mind. Haha. Yea, that's it.

Ok now, gotta go play some games then sleep loh! Cya peeps 2 weeks later! =D