Spending quality time in enjoying simple pleasures in life - enjoying the night breeze, listening to someone sing, feeling calm and peaceful within.... =)

Saw my old dusty diary. Hmm..maybe I should revert back to writing my thoughts in there. Some things are still better left unknown and kept away in a little corner.

Suddenly...I feel that all my life juz involves waiting for something that never seems to come.

In Level 3 Physics Lab now...

Hmmm...juz have a feeling that I'll be spending most of my time in lab (again!) this sem. And boy is this module gonna be tough. My first experiment is already dealing with toys that I've never come across in my life. Haaha..cool, now I really feel like a physicist in training dealing with more advance experiments in physics. =DD

2nd day into the new sem and so far, the lectures have been quite interesting...at least I haven't fell asleep yet. Ha. More mathematically intensive than ever.. argg. Made my new mugger specs so I'll get into the mood for this new sem. Ha.

Hmmm...there's still something missing...=/

今天，五月天唱出了我最近的心情、心声...

面对爱情，我似乎已经不再有什么信心，也没有任何期望... 可能是我，可能不是我，可能... 但我发现对我来说很重要的一些东西、举动对别人来说只不过是那么的普通不过...

听见“突然好想你”时，歌词似乎在描述我这几年努力的逃避和她的回忆...就当每一次以为已经把和她的回忆放下时， 却又在人群中影影约约见到她的身影，听见她的消息...以为平静的心又紧张起来，似乎在寻找一个能藏起来的角落...

有时候，不是靠倔强或一颗恒心的恒心就能寻找到回应...我剩下能给的温柔只是悄悄地离开，还给你全部的自由...我的心，不是很完美，但要是听见了回应，它也会勇敢的豁出去珍惜、保护另一颗心...但它听见的回应似乎都是自己的错觉吧...可能自作多情真的是我的看家本领..

喜欢一个人本就该让她快乐，就算她的幸福与快乐都不是为我...

我知道我不是真正的快乐，因为我的笑中，有时是为了掩盖我心中的痛。但，漫长的时间里告诉我知足的快乐就是学会忍受心痛...

算了，也应该把感情，把我心中尚未崩壞的地方收起来，努力的去创造我的出头天...

It sucks to work on the first day of the new year. Tired. Totally lack that drive to talk to people today but yup, it's the infectious energy of the kids visiting that got me hyped up. Actually it's the big appreciative smile or the "WOH" face that makes me feel that it's worth the while to do some demostrations or little magic tricks for them. My sense of satisfaction feeds on these sincere appreciative gestures. Haha. Children and animals are the most innocent creatures who really show you their true emotions. If they think that the trick is lousy or good, it's all show in their face. But most of the time I love leaving them in awe. HAha.

Oh...gotta work tml .Hope it's still tt good. =)

Wrote some rubbish last night. Lucky I deleted it before anyone can hold be at ransom! Ha. Guess it must be the alcohol in the head. oO Lol.

Happy 2009 to everyone!