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Saturday, October 22, 2005

Tiring week.

Woot, watermanship was fun as well as "body damaging". My feet are like going to rot soon after soaking in water for 3 days. =S Hope it's not foot rot coz I dun wanna get charge by SAF. Haha. And I thought that I'm going home after that to rest but oh man, I forgot I'm BRAVO! Well, after a night of insufficient 7 hrs of slp, I woke up on a Sat morning to run 12 click! Yey. Haha. Dunnoe lah, some peeps fell out coz it's really to strenous and they've reached the limits but I don't know, for my, I juz feel that I'll never reach my limits until I try till the last but of my energy is used up and I drop. That's what I call breaking limits. Every bit of thing that doesn't kill me will only make me stronger. Starting to be more and more used to physical overload. Quite surprising to see such a small body frame to be carrying such a heavy load. The human body and mind is indeed a mysterious thing.

Humm...suddenly a social night juz popped up and it'll be after Ex. Lancer. So, that means I'll have a month's time to find a date. Seriously, either I bring my sis to it or I'll go see a doc and get MC to pon it. Gotta admit that I'm never good at communicating or hanging around with the oppo sex. To them I'm juz a little kid grown too fast who's not really serious at all times and always making a fool out of himself every now and then. Haha. That doesn't really concern me now coz I'm near the completion of my great wall of JH. haha. OCS life has been too hectic for me to consider love a top priority in my life. Ah, nvm. Don't wanna talk about this anymore. I'll juz heve to come up with more excuses to skip social night. =S THINK HARD!!!

9:32 PM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Exercise after exercise...Jaguar...wolf...dunp-in...hunter...

Getting screwed every now and then...

Seeing people barking at each other juz becoz all are under stressed...

Ugly side of people coming out, lousy days after days...

Wondered again, what the hell am I doing here for? Is being an officer really that good? I don't know what to hold on to when I'm low, lost and alone.

Juz feel so tired now.

6:37 PM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

3++ am in the morning. Yawnx...juz woke up. Been sleeping since about 3 in the afternoon on Sat, straight after I came back from camp. Managed to burn my night thru with Ex Jaguar. The whole week was practically filled up with not enough sleeps, lessons to attend and all the Ops order thingy to prepare. Writting reports, drawing blown-up maps, situational maps...argg...and guess what? This kinda lifestyle will stay on for 2 more weeks. -.- So tired now. Yawnx.

Don't even know why I'm struggling so hard for. Could have slack around in my army years. Perhaps it's the honor and prestige of an officer that drawns me. Perhaps the sword is nice. More seriously, I guess I juz wanted my family to be proud of having an officer of the SAF as part of them. Haha. And since I'm in, I hate to drop out and even though others may not say much, my own pride and ego will be hurt and I would regret not training harder. Oh yea, I've secured my 200 bucks and juz gotta wait for when it'll come to my account. Once again, I've stretched my own limits by running wif a timing of 9.16! Yey. Haha. A conclusion from this IPPT, I simply hate running. =D Oh well, feeling sleeping again. Maybe got shoot some hoops later.

4:02 AM

Sunday, October 02, 2005

As usual, I feel that life is really meaningless for me. Everyday juz wake up, do all the things that's needed to be done, get f here and there and then lights out. Well, that's my life. Book out, play com, go out and spent most of the time sleeping, trying to get rid of that bloody headache and fatigue feeling. Yesterday was a totally roxy day. Slept for 2+ hours from ex wolf on fri night and sat, stood there for fatigue in No. 1 for 4 + hours, trying to keep myself awake. Before book out also must get f here and there and everywhere~! Yey. My life, simply rox. I rather go out into war to fight and get myself killed, at least I served the purpose of trying to protect my country. Haha. So sian now. Gotta find something to look forward to in life.

6:52 PM


The House

Here is the analysis:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. You often come up with solutions to problems. Your life is always full of changes. When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You are an ordinary and down-to-earth person. You are also tough and will meet success in important issues without many difficulties. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

Your Working Style

You are friendly, adaptable realists. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any "should" or "must" of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts.
You solve problems by being adaptable, and often can get other to adapt, too. People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest. You are unprejudiced open-minded, and tolerant of most everyone--including yourself. You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together.
With your focus on the current situation and realistic acceptance of what exists, you can be a gifted problem solver. Because you are not necessarily bound by a need to follow standard procedures or preferred methods, you are often able to see ways of achieving a goal by "using" the existing rules, systems, or circumstances in new ways, rather than allowing them to be roadblocks.
You are actively curious about people, activities, food, objects, scenery, or anything new presented to your senses. Your expert abilities in using your senses may show in:

a continuous ability to see the need of the moment and turn easily to meet it
the ability to absorb, apply and remember great numbers of facts
an artistic taste and judgement
the handling of tools and materials

You make your decisions by using the personal values of feeling rather than the logical analysis of thinking. Your feeling makes you tactful, sympathetic, interested in people, and especially good at handling human contacts. You may be too easy in matters of discipline. You learn far more from first-hand experience than from books, and do better in actual situations than on written tests. Abstract ideas and theories are not likely to be trusted by you until you have been tested in experience. You may have to work harder than other people to achieve in school, but can do so when you see the relevance.
You do best in careers needing realism, action, and adaptability. Examples are health services, sales, design, transportation, entertainment, secretarial or office work, food service, supervising work groups, machine operation, and many kinds of troubleshooting.
You are strong in the art of living. You get a lot of fun out of life, which makes you good company. You enjoy your material possessions and take the time to acquire you. You find much enjoyment in good food, clothes, music, and art. You enjoy physical exercise and sports, and usually are good at these.
How effective you are depends on how much judgment you acquire. You may need to develop your feeling so that they can use your values to provide standards for your behavior, and direction and purpose in your lives. If your judgment is not developed enough to give you any character or stick-to-it-iveness, you are in danger of adapting mainly to your own love of a good time.

2:21 PM