Helplessness.

For the past weeks I've always feel like I'm floating on a buoyant in the vast, endless sea and that was about to end ever since the start of this week - the buoyant is gone and it's juz a matter of time for me to drown.

Feel.

You know that there's something wrong when you're juz hoping to find this 1 person's email by searching through about 50 over emails and hoping that something good might juz happen once.

Maybe. Maybe not.

Read something meaningful that I think I should apply to myself, "Each new relationship that you face is unique and should be respected, and not be compared to past experiences."

~.~.~.~

Sometimes juz feel that the tone and facial expression when one speaks is very important. A harmless intention can be read with hostility when spoken with a GL/Sarca/CB/F-up/pissed tone plus a DL/pissed expression.

~.~.~.~

Sometimes old stuffs ain't that interesting anymore. No one laughs at the same joke twice. (maybe except me) Shan't be so nosy anymore and go on with my life as everyone else has changed and gone off in their own direction.