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Monday, October 27, 2008

真的, 我沒事 I'll be fine - ADRIAN FU
真的, 我沒事 I'll be fine - ADRIAN FU

Hot Sot OST
coded by: a-lyrics


On and on, the pain goes on
And it wouldn't just wouldn't die
我竟远比想像中软弱旦无能为力
对你的眼神选择了逃避 恨自己 恨自己
On and on, the pain lives on
It's hurting so much more
就让我被悔不当初的罪恶吞去
惩罚过后能否带来解脱 I'll be fine I'll be fine
So many cried, listening to God
让坚强不只是种伪装
So many lies, listening to you
天亮后 I will be fine
On and on, the pain goes on and
I just don't know how to cope
伸手抱住自己是否就能够不再空虚
最后信念别放弃 I will be fine I will be fine
So many cries, listening to you 希望你能再给我力量
So many lies, listening to you什么时候 I will be fine


当我再也不对任何事期待 只剩下你 只剩下你
有天当我舍弃一切见你请你要微笑不语
So many cries, listening to you希望你能再给我力量
So many lies, listening to you什么时候 I will be fine

4:06 PM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Alright I was bored. Saw this somewhere and ya, why not do it? As for the tag part, I'll juz leave it to whoever who wanna do it. Haha.

1. Put your iTunes on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!4.

Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

Listen to my Heart - Boa
Well if you wanna know whether it’s OK or not, you gotta really listen to what my heart says, not the words that come out from my mouth. Coz I might be just trying to be polite.

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

Let's Make Tonight Special -Westlife
Hmmm...I'm sure I would like everynight to be a special one for me. Borrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeedddddddd of the dull life. Need something exciting to happen. Haha. *winks*

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

心中无别人 - 五月天
Haha. Cool. Off course, I would love if she's committed to the person whom she loved - me. Haha. It's alright to look at handsome guys but so long as I'm the only one in her heart.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

爱如潮水 - 张信哲
Errr...how am I going to link this? Lol. Today was great but ya, everyday I would wish I would be more decisive like the current and love you more. Haha. So is this how it should goes?

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Any other World - Mika
Wahaha, cool, I never really listened to this song much. Must be one that Jun sent me. Any other world...maybe it could be like I love to find out more about whether if there's new or exciting things out there. To know more things is what I wanted life to be (and not be tested on them).

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

That's when I'll stop loving you - N'sync
When winter comes and summer, when there's no more forever, when lies become the truth, that's when I'll stop loving, that's when I'll stop loving you.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Complicated - Avril Lavigne
You think so?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

Prescence of the Lord - Eric Clapton
Oo, from Clapton Track. Errr...maybe to me they're like the "divine beings"? Lol, c'mon they're my parents ah, I'll treat them with the holiness that they deserve. Haha. =D

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Fly Like an Eagle - ???
Hmmm...it's a track from "Space Jam". Wow... that's like eons years ago. The looney toons and Jordan and stuffs. Haha. It's really cool to be able to fly like MJ and do some breath taking and gravity defying dunks. Yea...dunking...I've been thinking of that since sec 1. Damn. I can only still touch the rim.

WHAT IS 2+2?

Mundian To Back Ke - Manjabi MC
Ministry of Sound track...must be a typical ZR song. HAha. So it's Tamil. And it's suppose to be...like I would know. Maybe that's what maths is to me now...Tamil.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order
OH MY F*****G S***. HAha. What the hell is that suppose to mean? I'm turning gay?

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

我的爱 - 孙燕姿
Phew...something decent. Hmm...I really don't know about the person I like. Coz I don't really know what my heart feels anymore..

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Girl in Your Dreams - M2M
Maybe my life till now is still waiting for the girl in my dreams. Haha. Or maybe she's juz a dream after all.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

How to save a Life - The Fray
Hmmm....to be able save lives? Not just people's life but animal's lives, living things, Mother Earth. Maybe I'll start by saving my own.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Sweet dreams are made of this - Annie Lennox
Another Jun's song. Haha but the title is 贴切. Haha. Sweet dreams are made of Her. =)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

翅膀 - 林俊杰
Hmm...does this implies that I'll be their wings when they're old? I'll take care of them. =)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

After Midnight - Eric Clapton
HAha. That's quite a catchy song there, nice retro dancing song. Haha. But you want me dance? After midnight.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Inconsolable - Backstreet Boys
Woots. I'm sure you guys will be but smile at my funeral eh? I sure don't wanna see people cry.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

看我 72 变 - 蔡依林
Haha, I like to action baydeh. Maybe I have 72 expressions ba. Lol. =X

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

龙拳 - 周杰伦
Alright..I gotta admit. I'm the descendent of the ancient dragons in human form, only left with the lost martial art - The Legendary Dragon Fist. No I can't show you. If I do, it ain't lost anymore.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Venus - Bananarama
Hmm...Bet seng and jun loved this song. It's a clubbing song. Maybe it's juz that my friends are the funky bunch.

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

Last Christmas - Savage Garden
Hmmm....it ain't that bad. At least I don't have to sulk while all the couples go out and celebrate. Haha.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

Regret - New Order
Wtf. I'll die in regret...that means...NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

You Had a Bad Day - Daniel Powter
Yup, it kinda sux having a bad day and in link with the previous question, IT SUXS TO DIE IN A BAD DAY. You talk about it.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

one two three four - feist
Hmmm...never heard this song before. But sounds like a....cheesy song. Ha. Enough to make me laugh. Hahaa.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Hello Old Friend - Eric Clapton
Maybe if you're a long lost good old friend who appear at my deathbed, I'll cry.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

It's gonna be me - N'sync
Who?

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

四面楚歌 - 周杰伦
Err....I'm out of words.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Revolution - F.I.R.
If I spin fast enough, perhaps someone will. Don't get it? Revolution, frequency, spin, blah blah...nvm.

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

知足 - 五月天
I used to wish that I go back and change some of the things and maybe I'll be happier now, maybe I would still be with V. But if I did, maybe lotsa things would not have been the way they were now. I should juz be contented with things now. Nothing needs to be changed, maybe except me.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

爱情 36 计 - 蔡依林
Hmm...when love seems more like a strategy game than..love. All the planning, schemes blah blah blah. Headache, heartache.

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

很想说 - 李圣杰
Haha.. I simply would love to tell you all these things about me. Lol.


7:38 PM

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Life is short and yet there's so many things to accomplish. I guess if we're always afraid to try, there in the end we'll really get nothing done. I gotta admit that I may not have given my best in the things I do but at least I do try. Why bother about the social norms or whatever crap reasons there may be? As long as it does no evil, why not try? One thing that I've learnt from living till now is that juz by sitting there thinking yield neither positive nor negative results, and another thing is negative results may not necessary be no good coz there's always a learning experience to it. Well, 人各有志... it's still up to each to live their own life.

8:56 PM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Had quite a little sms conversation with her today. Maybe was juz glad that I got to know more about her, what's going on. Sometimes the more I know, the more I seems to have fallen deeper but yet, my rational mind juz keeps me at bay. Age is not of the matter, like Jun used to say. I never really believed it till maybe when I realise that the right one could have already appeared? Yet, knowing that there's another man walking into her life...makes me even more rational. Maybe she's the only woman who thinks that I'm a great guy while many other thinks otherwise. Or maybe they're juz polite comments. Maybe it because she appreciates the cakes that I've made. Maybe it because I could talk so freely and with ease with her face to face. Maybe it's juz all the little things about her that makes her special. Maybe. 爱你不是因为你的美而已... If she gets married, and if she don't mind, I'll really go sing "Forever Love" for her during her wedding. Hah.. Sometimes I really wonder what's wrong with me. My heart feels for the wrong person all the time. And sometimes it's frustrating to know that and yet still feel for that someone. Perhaps I'm juz disillusioned. The relationship with V still haunts me till now. Knowing that in the world of love effort, hard work, all the things dun really matter except feeling. Trusting so much in exchange for a sorry. Knowing that I've given up all my pride in exchange for another chance. Knowing that it's 4 years and counting. Knowing that I juz need someone to make me trust again. Knowing that all I hope that she'll gently come by and quietly sit by me and be there with me for the rest of my journey. I don't need big surprises but someone to be there. Time. Time didn't heal the wounds. It made me accept that they're part of my life. It makes my heart fragile and my defense stronger. It makes me weak. Right now, I guess I'll still...not do anything ba. Haha.. She'll be my good friend and I juz make sure that she's fine and happy. Hope..she finds her happiness soon...

10:13 PM

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

Quite sian today. Sian. Low. Depressed. Zzzz. Juz say that it's a negative feeling that makes me feel un-motivated, sapped of energy, irritable, moody, etc. The only nice thing was the nice cooling atmosphere after a heavy downpour.

Feel like going to the beach and enjoy some sea breeze but kinda lazy to travel all the way down to ECP or PRP.. zz.

I'm juz pissed. Never mind me.

11:26 PM

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Juz an average man, with an average dream. Juz wishing that my life would be more meaningful.

1:49 AM

Thursday, October 02, 2008

理想情人

一直以为我所喜欢的是长发飘逸的女生,但当时间慢慢的在我心上留下痕迹时,我发现原来我只是认为长发的女生通常是接近我喜欢的那一类...

成熟中带点天真与调皮...不被这社会夺去那一份纯真..

可能已经出现在我的生命里了..但我想我只能默默地让她开心,静静地把这份爱意收藏在心深处...

10:50 PM