For Cck.

Love and expectations and many many more. I guess when the "adrenaline" of falling in love fades, the 2 person will start to get back in touch with reality? Start to really look at the other party in a realistic sense instead of the clouded vision. Guess at this time, as typical humans, we juz tend to discover more weakness and overlook the strengths coz we always try to seek perfection while forgetting that everything is imperfect. That's why love is not juz a feeling but of commitment and responsiblilty. Committed to maintain the relationship and responsible for the other person. No matter whether it's demands or expectations from the other party, always talk things through with each other and come to a compromise, together. Relationship is like Massive Multiple Online Role Playing Game (MMORPG). Every obstacle you cross you'll gain experience. The hard the problem, the more experience you gain getting over it. However, you can gain experience thru solo but working together will make the process faster. Well cck, guess you at this phase eh? But think your relationship should be quite stable lah. QUITE. Work hard and go through it.

MAKE IT and NOT BREAK IT! =O

Humm... the problem with the tagboard and some html stuffs, so might as well, change the blog's design. Made it much more simpler. Arg..f the complexicity. as if I don't have enough problems. Haha. Still not totally done yet but I guess, that's it for today. Wait for the following week after next ba, where I'm have offs and leaves. Heh. =P

Kinda starting to feel the wonders of being a workaholic. When everything evolves around work, suddenly all the other stuffs seems so insignificant. All I wanted at that very moment is to finish up all that endless pile of work and find some time to relax or go and sleep. Somewhat, I've learnt to treasure that 5 minutes of nap time is tt precious. Sometimes juz feel damn frustrated when people around you juz go "ORD loh!" and you look at that long list of things waiting for you to rap up. Simply piss me off. = Don't care.

Humm...civilisation seems so alien to me when I booked out juz now. Although been around the HDB areas during the CME, somewhat not wearing green on the outside world really feels different. Tired. Headache. No sleep for around 60 hours being the safety officer for a 3 day 2 night CME is really taxing. Safety coverage with patrolling as enemy done at regular intervals plus spending my last available time to rest at the HQ helping out with the planning. Haha. Sleep is something you really need.

Dreamt of this 1 person once in a while. Someone...humm...someone whom I will not try for she and I belonged to 2 different world. Ha...doesn't matter anyway. It's been a long long time since I had an strong feeling for anyone. Perhaps I've been suppressing it but it's better than doing stupid things again. =