Starting to feel sian about NS life? Juz last week, already kanna more than 200 push ups for punishments. Tried to give my best in everything and I ended up with an aching body daily and sleep was like never enough. Even before I knew it, I'm off to some other activity again. Sometimes really envy those guys wif gf whom they can talk to at night. For me, I juz try to sleep as early as possible and hope that I have a good dream about my ideal girl. I seriously don't know what I want now. Go OCS? SISpec? Or even MAN? I don't know. Haha, really need a guiding path to show me some way now.

Booking in tml and that'll be 2 more weeks to the next book out. Field camp, wonder what it'll be like. Some say fierce, some say fun, some say laxing. Yup, juz think that it's fun and it'll be fun. Come to think about it, after field camp, it'll be like 3 more weeks and I'll have my P.O.P. Time really flies. But right now, I really guess I'm tired. Physically and mentally.