You are posted to: SAFTI MI
You Vocation is: Officer Cadet (CBT)

OCS! I made it to OCS! Miracle. Haha. Was extremely happy, excited, overwhelmed, etc... Haha...but suddenly, 3 weeks confined at SAFTI MI makes me depressed. -.- Nevertheless, more xiong trainings to come in the near future and yup, it's time to get back to army life again. Been really slack during this block leave, no self trainings, no vigorous exercises. Will have a hard time adjusting back to that kinda xiong lifestyle again. To Lead, To Excel, To Overcome.

Watched Smallville juz now. Wow, really looking forward to this new season of smallville and it juz has to be so luckily to start during my army life. Thanks. Haha. This episode gave me a thought - mind vs heart. Decisions made by the heart, usually ignored the general viewpoints of others but follow a rather more self desired choice. The mind makes rational analysis, deciding whether this choice will be right or wrong as deemed by the majority, whether it goes against the traditional values, morals or principles. So should we follow our heart or our mind? My heart tells me to go for this person if I feel something for her, if she sends a tingle to my heart. My mind says that I'm not even close to her, let alone know her. Given the present situation, it's not very likely to get any closer. Furthermore, she may already has someone else in mind. And blah blah blah goes all the logical counter arguments to the heart's viewpoint. Followed the heart once and the ending result proved otherwise. Followed my mind, then together with my heart and the result proved otherwise too. So both are like wrong? =S Or maybe I should juz be passive and wait for things to happen, which won't likely be. Haha. Whatever lah, juz act according as things come loh. Like I always did even in BMT, juz do whatever that's needed to be done and keep my low profile. =)