Humm...feeling better after some sleep (although I'm having a headache now and is in need of more sleep) and hanging out with the old gang. I think everytime I hang out with the guys, I can feel happy coz I don't have to be someone I'm not, got nothing to prove nor burden to bear. Ah, the feeling of freedom. HAha.

After some thoughts, a situation arise can either make or break a person. Why do I choose to let it weigh me down when instead, I could use this opportunity to make myself a better person? For one moment, I'm weigh down by trying to perform of what OTHERS expect me to do. For one moment, I forget that I'm only human, I'm not borned to know everything. I'll juz have to fall and learn and keep repeating is procedure. I really feel like ooc-ing now but something inside me juz won't let me. Maybe it's pride or maybe it's my own conscious that sets me thinking. Do I want to let myself down again? To take the easy way out and give up, juz like I gave V up without a fight? I don't wanna regret anything anymore. I rather not try than give up halfway while trying. Haha.

Booking in later = ultra sian. =(