Humm...3 more weeks and ST will end. Sadly, gotta serve the last of my extra on the 2nd day of my 3 day block leave. T_T Sian x1000. Haha. Lan lan, no choice, who ask me to ND? Juz take it and quickly clear the extras. Lately getting more slack and now that I've polished my drill boots to kilat, no fear for commander's parade liao. Juz waiting to show off my shiny boots only. =P Nothing much now, only lessons and lessons and the ET runs to prepare for the AHM at Shears Bridge this Sun. Roxy, lucky only have to run 12 click. haha. Btw, having nights out today. WAhaha, rare sia. Decide to come home and rest instead of aimless roaming in Jurong Point coz that's really meaningless. Ha.

Lately kinda stop thinking about relationship stuffs although I still have this hazy person in my mind whom I rely on for support. Maybe I'm juz so disappointed at my own self and abilities and stupidity for the meaningless amounts of tries. Don't know, the barrier to try each time gets harder and harder to get over each time and I'm juz waiting until the point that I won't even bother to try. Ha. Sick of giving in everything and in the end, seems like a big idiot. Ha. Nvm, shan't think so much liao.