3++ am in the morning. Yawnx...juz woke up. Been sleeping since about 3 in the afternoon on Sat, straight after I came back from camp. Managed to burn my night thru with Ex Jaguar. The whole week was practically filled up with not enough sleeps, lessons to attend and all the Ops order thingy to prepare. Writting reports, drawing blown-up maps, situational maps...argg...and guess what? This kinda lifestyle will stay on for 2 more weeks. -.- So tired now. Yawnx.

Don't even know why I'm struggling so hard for. Could have slack around in my army years. Perhaps it's the honor and prestige of an officer that drawns me. Perhaps the sword is nice. More seriously, I guess I juz wanted my family to be proud of having an officer of the SAF as part of them. Haha. And since I'm in, I hate to drop out and even though others may not say much, my own pride and ego will be hurt and I would regret not training harder. Oh yea, I've secured my 200 bucks and juz gotta wait for when it'll come to my account. Once again, I've stretched my own limits by running wif a timing of 9.16! Yey. Haha. A conclusion from this IPPT, I simply hate running. =D Oh well, feeling sleeping again. Maybe got shoot some hoops later.