2+ weeks juz zoomed pass me and I'm back from Brunei! wow...

Really learnt quite a lot from this trip, be it from the navi skills, movements, assaults and blah blah blah right down to understanding the peeps around me better. Some juz slack it off while others are slogging, carin only for themselves. I mean it's alright to do it once in a while coz perhaps the fatigue juz sets in but everytime? Too much. Changed my views about some others and I juz wanna tell myself to not care so much anymore. Sometimes when things doesn't matter that much to you anymore, it's time to let go and not waste your time and energy on it anymore.

Ex. Lancer is really one of the xiong-est for me so far. The daily 3-4 hrs of sleep and the mad rush every now and then to do this, do that and chiong all the shit. Suddenly the 4 days navex seems so appealing. Free to find checkpts on our own with our instructor, harbour @ 1700 and almost 8-10 hrs of slp during those days. Haha. The navex was heavenly compared to the rest of the trainings in lancer. Oh yea, saw Ah Lam there too. Haha, heard that he's earning 1600++ there and cool, I wld go too if offered the chance. Gd way to save money. =P 7 knolls and Mt Biang were quite tirring. Being the CRT (Coy Recee Team) was more tirring. Have to chiong ahead of the main body to make markings for them, hor-laned coz of a strong headed instructor resulted in us walking a *toot*-ing hell more dist and a few more knolls. Ai...don't care liao coz it's over.

Humm...come to think about it, I really can't find much more things to write. I guess I tend to forget about things quite quickly. It's good, the unhappy things juz goes eventually. Ha, will write more once I have the "feeling". Haha. Off to bed now. ZZZzzZzzZZzZzzz