Listening to "Accidentally In Love" now. Somewhat this kinda fast beat songs makes me hyped up and dancing to the tempo. "imagine me moving to the beat" =D

This Sun flying off to Brunei for Ex. Lancer loh. Heard it'll be the xiong-est Ex for Infantry Officers so I guess I won't really have much to worry after I endure thru this course. Haha. Well, I kanna the Company Recee Team (CRT) and yea, will move before the main body to make makings for them to follow to the objective. Sounds fun sia. Heard that the CRT will stay for Ex Cresendo In Thailand next year. Heh. I think that recee team is shiok sia. Get to do all those fun stuffs like tryin to evade and escape enemy capture while having to move stealthly towards enemy encampment to gather info about them. Get to ride a bike too! =D Hope I get posted to Scouts after commissioning. Heh. Although physically taxing but nth beats then having to work for something fun. =D

As for social night, juz trying my best to get a date on 30th dec. Msg someone and juz waiting for her to reply. As usual, the process of waiting harbours lotsa negative thoughts in my brain now. Is it because after failing to many times that it becomes natural that these thoughts juz comes naturally each time to dessuade me from trying as a protective measure? Maybe. Well, gotta get over this barrier (juz like I conquered the Safti Endurance Obstacle Course!) and try try try. It doesn't really matter if I do fall, at most get some cuts and scratches here and there. Can't take the pain? CAN YOU TAKE PAIN?!? (<---from WSM BRAVO, Master WO Paul Singh) Ha, how to be a man if I can't even take this little pain. At a stage where boys become men. NS juz trains me to be both mentally and physically tough. Love, shouldn't juz give up on it like that right, but yet not overly obsessive with it. At least if I keep trying and don't succeed, I can't tell eveyone that it's not within my control, ceteris paribus. =P