Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Was looking for this particular thing. Went to Lot 1, Jurong Point and finally West Mall but couldn't even catch sight of it. Thought I juz saw it at West Mall before the Brunei trip. Humm...sometimes it juz seems like the more you wanted to find something, the more the thing juz disappear from the surface of the earth. A quote from ZR:
Time is too swift for those who fear
Too slow for those who wait
Too long for those who grieve
Too short for those who rejoice
But for those who love, time is eternity
Yup. Wait. Waiting is indeed long. I even forgotten how long I've waited. In fact, maybe now, I'm still waiting. Haha. Waiting for something that not even miracle, would happen. Sometimes I think about myself, I don't even know whether I can call myself faithful or fickled-minded. Fickled-minded in a sense that I try to get someone to fill that space in my heart so I can try to get over the sadded of failure. Faithful coz it's been years and yet still, no matter how I tried, that person still occupies the space. For those who wait, time is slow; for those who love, time is eternity. For me who wait and love, time seems eternally slow. Haha. Somewhat I got a glimpse of what enlightenment is. When you reach a point where you understand that everything is juz but nothingness. Coz everything accounts to nothing in the end. I've only come to this little enlightenment in the aspect of love, the thing that 'keeps the world going'. A point that no urge, no desire to try to jio anyone, to get close to any gals or anything. Wait...or am I turning gay?!? =X Haha. Perhaps it's juz that he's too tired.
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