Christmas. A special day yet to me, juz another ordinary day where I juz can break free from army life.

Time really flies. Less than 2 weeks and I'll be off for Ex Cresendo. Haha. Humm...is easily contented a strength or a flaw? Most of the time, I juz feel that I'm easily contented. Everything I do, as long as the results are reached, it's ok. I don't ask for more, don't really have big ambitions or dreams unless they're something I feel strongly about. Perhaps my character hasn't really been on the strong side but rather like a flexible shadow that juz blends into anywhere in is and disappear out of sight. Haha. Cool sia. All the people arnd me are all potential great future ppls wif great insights of the future, dreams, goals and ambitions. Sometimes I do really wonder if there's anything about me that makes me outstanding at all. Haha. Everytime I'll juz shake of that thought and be that shadow again. Right now, there's someone in my mind and heart but yup, like how my mind and heart changed 1 year ago, I doubted my own abilities in being able to be someone else's ideal partner. Love and like are juz some feelings that will fade away in time. Feelings and emotions are meant to be kept coz, friendships are sometimes destroyed becoz of them. I don't know but that's what I see things. Haha. Feeling this certain peacefulness and calmness in my mind. I don't know if it's I have gain some enlightenment or that I've given up on trying on so many things that my mind has gotten this serenity. Well, it's a good feeling that I have which is like none. Oo Right-toe. Gtg now.

Merry Christmas to all! =D