Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Some many things to say yet nothing said.Woke up one day and realise that the person you've always been thinking of, the person whom has played an important part in your life, the person whom's with someone else now, that person, has changed. Who you've been waiting for is the first time you met her where perhaps, you juz happened to be there when she needed someone. Juz happened, sounded like an accident. And she used to thought that she'll lose you to someone whom you've been waiting for 3 odd years. Sometimes you juz can't help wondering why things turn out the way they are. What's the reason or simply, coz it's you? If it's someone else, things would have turned out differently?Perhaps loving someone wholeheartedly is juz too tiring, especially when you leave yourself with no turning back and juz walked into a big block of wall and found her nowhere in sight. I've sat down there waited long enough, only to see from afar, her walking with another guy by her side and yet, still refuse to get up, hoping for a miracle. Time to wake up. No longer hope coz hope is really a double edge weapon, the ability to heal and wound. Juz take everything as it is and whatever that comes after will juz be a bonus.Juz some morning thoughts.
8:07 AM
