Booking in seems to be something I look forward to today. Realised that OCS is like this little cave that I can hide in away from the outside world. Worry about nothing much except that every mistakes results in physical punishments or extras or even RCPs. At the end of the day, it's still lights out at 2230hrs unless going outfield. Miss the times when I'm on duty on weekends or juz book out later than the others on a Saturay. The quiet wingline - peace and serenity. The kind of place I enjoy sitting doing nothing, thinking nothing, feeling the cool breeze on my face and seeking company amongst the stars. No worries, no responsibilities.

The best reason to push on if for my family. Make my parents proud, let them have a good retired lifestyle. Give them the best in everything. That should be my purpose and goal in life now. They've worked hard for this family and I can only repay by working doubly hard to ensure that they don't have to worry about anything in future.