Am I enlightened so I'm starting to feel indifferent to lotsa things or is it that I'm running away from reality that I'm feeling indifferent? Lost lotsa extreme emotions, or I'm starting to not feel so much for many things. Somewhat feelin kinda scared, coz that means there's really nothing much I want to hold on to strongly... If everything becomes somewhat unimportant to me, then what's my purpose or goal in life? I don't know. Living da by day, juz waiting for time to pass, seems to be waiting for the day I return to soil. Perhaps one day I'll come to an understanding about everything, find out all the answers to all the questions left inside.

What's important? I wish I could freed myself from all these troubles... I guess one don't fight if that something isn't important to him. =