I did a stupid thing.

Realise how much I've changed. In places that I'm not confident in, I never jumped into them at full force or give my 101% but give the bare minimum and leave the a whole lot of route for retreat. Haha. That's maturity. Give the bare minimum of expectations and hopes for anything that even if tt doesn't happen, I won't feel tt *toot* up. Right. Not saying that do it for all but juz give ur very best for things that's worth it.

Been actively working out in the gym, running and exercise to reduce my fat deposits that I've accumulated ever since commissioning. Haha. Spending quality time on court too. Trying to improve myself as well as prep for the uni varsity team. Realised that bball is all that's left of me that I'm confident of. I know that if I work hard, I'll get back results. Been watchin some MJ DVDs to inspire me onwards as a basketballer to be. Lol. Very captivating to see him perform on the court, juz like some graceful ballerina dancing on the floor. He'll always be tt perfect model for me to work my skills towards to. Haha. It's bball time. =)