Maybe I've never been someone whom the people around me wanted. Perhaps I don't even have the 'correct' stuff to be someone who's considered desirable. No pride, no pride. That's wat a fellow pc told me. So wat's pride, is ur pride my pride? If so, then I should be you instead. Then this whole world should be juz you, then won't it be such a wonderful place? To have everyone agreeing with you, have the same pride as you?

I don't care anymore. I treat people for who they are, not the way I want them to be but now, I don't care anymore. They can say, do things to down me, I don't care. As long as they don't touch the things and people I still care about, they'll be safe. I've lost all the extreme emotions, or rather lotsa emotions lately. I don't know if they're gonna blow when the time calls for it. I don't care. Juz be indifferent coz nth much matters anymore.