Tired.

Feeling lost. On course now but somehow...feeling lost. Disillusioned. Wondering what the hell am I doing here, what am I working for? Why? How? I don't know. Feelin the low.

Talkin to the guys abt love and marriage and stuffs. Really admired one of the sergeants who's getting married, the guys who're attached. There are juz some things that even the best guys friends, buddies or pals can do. Somewhat, some part inside juz feels...empty. Yet I guess...there's no point in trying coz yup, it's already tested and proven times and again.

Need a break from army. Need sometime to find back my old self. Find back that energy and drive in life. To find the passion again...my passion in life.