Humm...went back to OCS juz now. Around 1400. Saw the new cadets coming in. Saw the good old instructors, especially LTA Terrance. The good old feeling, the feeling of home. Feel like saying "I'm back". Sounds dumb but that's what I feel. Life after commissioning is...aimless? Feelin like a lost sheep waiting for non other than ORD. Don't know what's going to happen next, have to worry for this and that, responsibilities and stuffs. Miss the days when I juz have to wake up in the morning wishing for the night to come. Haha. Simple wish but fruitful life. All the time spent with my platoon was all quality time, whether it's good or bad. I miss them. Don't know, but time can't turn back. Like they said, becareful of what u wish for coz they might come true. Somewhat, I wish that I didn't hope that commissioning will come tt soon.

Feels stupid, but I went to tt some place to see tt somebody again, or rather take a peak. Glad that she's there and I walked damn close to her. Yey, she looked at me! Hahah. Cool. Can't believe that I can get so happy over such silly things. Somewhat, a voice, tt long hidden voice is telling me to ask for her name and no. Hah, go for it, it said. I don't know, should I? Maybe I'll do something...stupid? Lol... Don't know...read boon's blog and yup.. Old friends somewhat eventually will get bored of each other, somewhat doing the same thing all over again and again makes life dull. What about ur lifelong partner? Eventually years and years of being together, waking up each morning doing the same things, will we eventually get bored of each other? I don't know. Haha...especially I'll like DULL.. =S Aiya, don't know lah, dun think so much. See how loh.