Drive.

Sometimes it's really frustrating to play team sports. Especially when you ain't winning and you know that it isn't the skills that's the factor. When you see that your teammates ain't putting the same amount of effort, ain't trying that had, ain't pushin enough, that's what makes me pissed off. Actually shouldn't blame anyone. I should be the one at fault. I ain't strong enough and skillful enough to win the game all by my own power. Like MJ, he's able to single handedly crush any defense or offense by himself. I guess I still have to work harder on my game.

Last night game was alright. At least I took it seriously. Physically and stamina wise, still gotta buckle up. Been a long time since I took winning so seriously. All the talk about why care about winning I've said before is bullshit. Lying to myself. No point in playing if I don't win. Enjoying the game is juz part of the process but winning is the ultimate goal. Feels good, to know that I'm still able to dominate over some. Juz need to polish up more to get to a greater height. Gonna train to the level where I know that I'm da best in my area of speciality. Whoever's comin to challenge will know that theyre gonna have a tough time hustling with me for the backboard.

I LoVe the GAME.