Friday, October 06, 2006
Kinda starting to feel the wonders of being a workaholic. When everything evolves around work, suddenly all the other stuffs seems so insignificant. All I wanted at that very moment is to finish up all that endless pile of work and find some time to relax or go and sleep. Somewhat, I've learnt to treasure that 5 minutes of nap time is tt precious. Sometimes juz feel damn frustrated when people around you juz go "ORD loh!" and you look at that long list of things waiting for you to rap up. Simply piss me off. = Don't care.
Humm...civilisation seems so alien to me when I booked out juz now. Although been around the HDB areas during the CME, somewhat not wearing green on the outside world really feels different. Tired. Headache. No sleep for around 60 hours being the safety officer for a 3 day 2 night CME is really taxing. Safety coverage with patrolling as enemy done at regular intervals plus spending my last available time to rest at the HQ helping out with the planning. Haha. Sleep is something you really need.
Dreamt of this 1 person once in a while. Someone...humm...someone whom I will not try for she and I belonged to 2 different world. Ha...doesn't matter anyway. It's been a long long time since I had an strong feeling for anyone. Perhaps I've been suppressing it but it's better than doing stupid things again. =
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