I guess I've always been torn between 2 personalities existing inside me - The sentimental and the logical. Somewhat I juz wanna go into extremes where only 1 of them is to exist, and not a mixture of both coz, I know there are times where I'll let down my guard and let the sentimental cloud my judgement and make wrong decision, leave myself to clear up the aftermath. I'm not as cool headed like boon, for I don't know when I can let my emotions and feelings run all over my head and take me over. Somewhat I have to keep saying some things out repetitively so as to reinforce and overwrite that current existing logic or way of thinking wired in my brain since I-don't-know-when. Feels like trying to build the dam higher and higher juz to prevent the water from overflowing, where I should actually be finding the source of water and diverting the water to some other place. Haha.. don't know what I'm talking about also. Nah...shan't think so much and enjoy my break.

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