Put on a mask and move on.

Suddenly realities in life are linked to Bleach. Ichigo is afraid of losing of putting on a mask, losing to the hollow inside him. People all around are putting on masks everyday.

Suddenly just felt that all along I've been very wrong.

Why do I wanna try and be myself, be somebody whom I think I am when I don't even know deep inside? Maybe my true self has already became that masked person that has been all along these years? Shouldn't have expected anyone, like I did of Jun, to be someone I wanted them to be. Maybe I did wanted them to get better or perhaps for my own desire for victory.

Expectations are a headache.

If can means can, like Jun said. Everyone is an adult to decide that they've done their best, for they know it best themselves. Expecting the same for everyone is like wishing for a perfect being when we all know nothing is perfect. I should start expecting less, go crazy more and move on with my mask.

In the end, just put back on that mask and get back to life. I guess that's the more real me. =)