Kinda late by 1 day but...ORD LOH!

Haha. Glad, really really glad to have my pink IC in my own possession again. FEELS GOOD. Feels free. No more extras, no more confinements, no more crap. WAHAHA. Shiok. Now, the headache of finding a job will set in. Haha, but at least it's better than worrying about the problems previously stated. =)

Hmm...was reading meli's blog when that sudden inspirational idea/philosophy/or-whatever-crap-u-called-it juz hit me from somewhere.

Being strong is not trying to hide all your weakness and pretending that you're invincible. Instead, it takes more courage to reveal your fragility and then grow out of it. Then, you have gained true strength.

Hmm...sounds logical, sounds right, sounds cool. Will try to live by that idea. Don't know. Maybe it's the "now-you're-21-and-no-longer-a-kid" feeling that sets into me. Tends to WANT to feel and be more responsible to the things and people around me. Be a bit more serious, juz that bit more. Was talking to Boon about that 10 year BP thingy. Haha. Don't know. Somewhat inside I know that it ain't going to work but I guess it's something ideal that I can look forward to, keep myself (or my heart) from being distracted or always wondering. Still believed that if I don't think about it, don't wonder about it, don't talk about it, it'll slowly be less of a priority in my life. Although like a human I'll wish and long for it, at least by that times, I'll have a stronger will and determination to resist the impulsiveness and irrational behaviours. Haha. Meanwhile, it'll just take discipline and willpower to cultivate that habit. =)