Facing it alone.

Sometimes it's disheartening to know that even people close to me like my folks don't support me in my dreams. Yea, I know that they want me to be practical, to be just like everyone else and get a stable job and live life well. I know but I just can't understand. Why is it that they keep saying that I'll regret when I see me friends around me earning big bucks and have tt ability to purchase all the luxury items? When I have to slog around to earn my meals?

Will I not regret in the future if I just follow what's the "best money making path now" and doing something that I hate or dislike in the future? And my life is just about making money, with the irony of supposedly keeping me alive. I guess I rather not want not be alive then.

Tiring. No wonder people seek love. Seek someone who'll just acknowledge them for who they are, not superman, wonderwoman, but just another human who's fragile too. Yet, love is not to be sought or found, for all humans will carry judgement and expectations. Maybe I've been too easily influenced by others coz I cared about them. I'll walk my own path, even if it means being alone.