Miracle Sensei! Went to the Chinese sensei to have my ankle treated to enhance recovery. Expected a gruelling session but instead of pure pain, he let out the blood that's clotting inside the swell so as to make my ankle heal faster. Even commented that if I can tiptoe and jump I can play bball the next day! Wow. Talk about fast. But the pain did subside greatly and walking around isn't as bad as in the morning.

Went to the concert by Soul 2 Soul - "Is There Really (love)? - Victim, Villain or Valentine?". Supposed to be a class outing but in the end only nick, zx, seng and me attended. Was glad that I went coz the band was great and the female singer had a marvellous vocal. It was like a narration of her own love life story with songs. Well, somewhat a part of me woke up and I was lost in my own thoughts, accompanied by the excellent voice and music. In many ways, she was right. Along the years I've forgiven her but somewhat, something about me that I just cannot let go or put down. I don't know. True, I guess somewhere in my heart I'm still hurting, tired and lost, afraid to step out. But at the same time, I've also learnt to accept the reality, to grow more independent emotionally, to not let my life evolve around finding that special someone. Love is really a wonderful thing and appears in many form, not just necessary in the form of BGR. Love my family, friends, myself, my game, every little thing around me...

My emotions was stirred during the sentiment sharing in the concert. In the past I would have felt more but now...I can only feel that my heart is trying to say something but the words are just stuck in the chest. Maybe I can no longer hear what my heart wants to say.