Can feel the tiredness building for the past month. Was glad I went out with Boon, Js and Tony on Wed for a bowling spree where I totally let myself relax and stay sane. It's really been a long time that I've chilled considering the budget restrains and almost 7 days a week workaholic schedule. Burnt out. Wouldn't have really updated if not for the note Marv left on my Tagboard asking me to update. Haha, never really thought that people really did follow up on my blog.

Don't know. Maybe it's my personality, my character. I'm juz such a sai kang warrior. Maybe I subconsciously did always give in to others' feelings that I end up doing things that I really don't feel like doing. Maybe for my family, the gang, for my buddies it's ok but for everyone around me, too tiring. Should learn to be more firm and say "NO!" more often.

Still thinking of a good song to sing for the Karaoke comp @ Justeducation. Hmm... If I can get a girl to duet with me then I know the perfect song liao. If solo...hmm...problematic. Haha. How wonderful would it be to sing a duet with that special one...except she hasn't appear yet and maybe she'll never? =( Haha. A rather new strange feeling of hoping that she'll appear but yet, not daring to have any high hopes. Just let her continue to stay in my dreams. Love is a mysterious feeling at which... it's hard to really understand what I really want out of it, coz love can't really sustain the relationship when all the other factors like money, financial stability, money and more money issues comes in. In the end, money still can solve almost everything. Haha. Sad. My kinda love is still too idealistic and naive.

Grow up.