The desire for Love.

Every now and then I find myself trying to chat with some online whom I wanted to know more.

Every now and then I find myself talking to myself instead.

Every now and then I find myself trying to chat with them again and again even though they never really did even replied once for the past few attempts.

Stupid. Dumb. Idiot. Prideless.

Pride. They always say you can't eat Pride for a mean, so why have so much of it? WRONG. Even if you're SHIT, CRAP, PENNILESS, POOR or WHATEVER CRAP, Pride will be the only thing that you'll truely own.

Love. It's juz a feeling. A "logical" reason humans come up with and "rationalise" to differentiate the same mating process from other animals. I admit I feel the desire to fall in love emotionally with someone. To experience more and again of a nice feeling I once felt before. Yet I realise that sometimes, there's more negative feelings than positive ones that I've experienced so far, at least that's what I felt. Made me feel like a prideless desperado at times. NO. I'll juz adjust my own standards higher up again. At least I can find a stand to keep my heart @ bay - coz they juz ain't good enough.