Misorientated.

Uni life juz started and I'm already starting to feel the strain. There's actually lotsa things that's fun and interesting to participate but I juz can't seem to get into the flow. Still not really mixing with other people well, except of those whom I've already known before sch starts. Studies alone is already taxing enough, for I juz don't really seems to understand much of what the lecturer is talking about. Brain is still on a strike or simply somewhere else.

Feelin a bit lost. Friends around me have seemed to find their own goals and I'm still here wondering. I thought that findin love could be a priority in my life but, I guess it's juz too disappointing in many ways and I'm juz disheartened. In the end, I guess my solitude is always there waiting for me in the bball court. Played some pick-up games with the seniors and after which, I'm left alone on the court when they left. Feels good shooting alone. Think I shot at least a hundred 3pt-ers. To shoot till my arms ache and my legs juz didn't really wanna budge. It's juz strange that my mind is so at ease without random thoughts provoking from time to time. Hmm... I love this game. =)