Learnt to play 晴天 during lesson juz now. Was still having some difficulty changing chords. Hmm.. Guess I needed more practice.

Went to watch "L change the World" after guitar lesson. Was a great show that shouldn't be missed I guess. Still funny watching how L was lost trying to handle kids and when he tried to stood up straight. Haha... Yet, it's still a sad show I guess. At least I feel damn low after the show. Sad that L's gonna die and especially at the last part when he said he wished to live longer coz somewhat, he had experienced happiness thru the 2 kids during his last few days.

"No matter how gifted you are, you alone cannot change the world. This is the wonderful part of the world." - L

Sometimes I wonder what's up with me and watching shows. Especially sad shows. I juz feel more than what an audience should. All the shows that others deemed as stupid or not interesting, somewhat I can connect to them. Ha..Maybe juz glad that jh didn't want to watch the show with me coz I guess, my emotions were all over the face when it ended.

Maybe I juz don't want others to see how I feel. Alone. It's good. Makes me more appreciative of the people around me I guess. If I knew my death was coming, I would use the remaining days and secretly make the person I feel for happy. Then find a quiet place and die. Would be a nice ending for my life. Ha..still feeling the aftermath of the show. =/