Hmmm...haven't been a good studious student lately for the amount of work that I need to do for my finals is miserablely low. Been in that "can't-really-be-bothered' or "man-uni-life-is-much-more-worse-off-than-army-life" feeling. Guess I haven't really been into the social life of university, not interacting much or making too many friends or going out and have fun like what a uni chap should be doing. Didn't really like staying in school for too long.

Drop out of the music school and went for private tutoring instead. School's too exp and didn't really teach me much on the techniques and skills, at least on a basic level the fundementals but juz teaches me how to play songs. At least the teacher I'm under now imparts the licks of playing slick. More useful to know more basics first. Fun, music is kinda easy to pick up. I'm more of a hands on person. Lol.

Had this "Post Traumatic Stress Disorder" talk for the volunteer enrichment thingy. Well, kinda informative and makes me wonder if I'm having this PTSD. Considering that I used to be a sociable person in the past and the not very sociable person now, maybe I'm really exhibiting symptoms. =O Maybe it's juz that I find interacting with people tiring and troublesome at times. And there's sometimes an awakard moment when I (usually) don't have much (or don't know what) to say. Ha. Maybe I should juz learn to be more independent. =/