At the eleventh hour...trying to finish up draft 2 of my philo paper and after which, gotta finish mugging the quantum mechanics test tml morning.

I guess the main reason I tried hard to oppress the feeling of falling in love is because of all the things I see around me. Marriage fall out of place, couples breaking up, singles get emo for trying to fall in love and many more.

It's weird to see ur own buddy getting emo-ed over love and trying to help just seems to complicate things more. And not helping seems wrong. And helping makes things worse. And not helping.... zzz. Tired of all these stuffs. Love is complicated and confusing and can-nah-sai.

Maybe the furthest I'll ever go is juz do lotsa little stuffs for the person I really feel for but I'll never ever tell her how I feel. Just be really good friends coz as long as I know that she's happy and fine, that's all that matters to me.

Sometimes we only know how to treasure when we've lost something but then, we're too afraid to hold something again because we know that we might still lose it even if we treasure it with all our heart.