Hmmm...studying these few days on juz 1 module and I'm juz like only 3-4 chapters done? Another 4-5 more to go ba. Was trying to figure out the last part of the equation along the way in the term paper. Hmmm...met me term paper partner and juz felt that...ya. Maybe I should have kept my stand of working alone at the start of the sem. Worked through the paper all by myself and ya, it became our work now. If he managed to solve the last equation I would have felt better but ya, so be it. HMmm...loving the feeling of having a splitting headace after mugging for a couple of hours coz that means I'm really using my brain. (weird theory) Understood quite a lot of stuffs while searching for all the sources to do my term paper and studying E&M at the same time. The beauty of learning is when you start to see different concepts starting to link to form a whole picture. Although the finals are really closing, couldn't feel myself panicking or what. Juz reading and working through the stuffs at my own pace. Maybe it's not about squeezing all the things in that given amount of time but thoroughly understanding it and keeping it for life. Or maybe I juz secretly know that I'll still be "owned" by the exam paper no matter how hard I try. Lol.

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Forever love...forever love...我只想用我这一辈子去爱你...

The lack of that "feeling"... Jun did mention juz now - So who am I thinking of when singing this song? Hmmm...good question. No one? There's no one whom I really feel so much for to wanna spend forever with now, or maybe it juz that I'm not certain of the person whom I wanna spend forever with. Searching for that person to touch my heart and haha. Maybe. Maybe...

但可能爱情给我的体会是...

你不在,当我最需要爱...你却不在.. 无尽等待像独白的难挨...你不在,高兴还是悲哀... 你都不在...我受了伤在偷偷好起来...但你不在...