Hmmm...sucks...my flu hasn't recovered after like...2 weeks already? =/ Went out for bball juz now and boy did tt flu increased the level of fatigue-ness... Perspiring like I've been to a marathon after doing some leisure shooting for 10 mins. Slight headache following after which but that didn't really stop me from enjoying the game for 4.5 hours. Haha. Amazing.

The only one thing that never fails to settle all my confused feelings, mixed emotions, negative thoughts - basketball. Come to think about it...It should be about 13 years knowing bball. Haha. The times when I was down and it was there with me in the rain. The times when I was overwhelmed with everything, it brought me to the court when I could find peace.

The only aspect of my life that I know no matter how small it is, I can contribute to the team I'm in. Pick-and-roll, screen play, box out, rebound, assist....All the things that I can do to help the team win. Haha...a least I feel a little important. =)

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Christmas eve dinner was alright. At least I didn't "anything" my way through this time. Lol. Well... At least I wished the walk to bugis was longer. Ha. Shan't 想太多... 没有希望就没有失望...