Juz worked 14 hours today. Wow...not bad another record for me. Didn't manage to finish all the stuffs to be done so ya..gonna find time to go back and finish them. Thx to Jennifer and Heng who knocked off @ 9pm but stayed back to accompany me by playing risk themselves. Lol, suay Heng was thrashed by Jen. Haha.

Work. Sometimes I wonder why am I even like working so much? Working to fill up my time coz I know I'll be wasting time away at home anyway? Working coz there's responsibility in completing the tasks at hand and easing everyone's workload? Working so that I don't have time to wonder abot stuffs?

Realised I like to talk big and talk crap (at times) but that's really to hide that deflated ego of mine from all those big defeats (tt I consider so) in life. Deflated ego, hurted pride and broken heart. Time didn't really heal anything, I realised. Time only managed to build a false sense of security but yet, nothing is fixed. Well...it's time to get back on my feet slowly again. I've been sitting on that same spot for too long.