When everything isn't alright.

When the disappointment is still so great that the results I secretly hope that I do well didn't turn that way.

When everytime, the aspects of my life that I put in effort for juz keeps disappointing me.

When I started off doubting my own abilities is becoming a belief that I sux.

When everytime will not be alright after a good night's sleep.

No, nothing that I've done is ever right from the start.