Great workout today, playing bball in the morning till noon. Woot, had a good tan with my shirt off and now, I think I'm more of burnt than tanned. Haha. Crap. My shoulder hurts from the scorch. T_T

Realised that morning biking to sch is actually a training session for me. Caught in the early morning jams and have to learn to maneuver through the stationary lines of vehicles, balancing while going at 10-15km/h in the slow traffic... Woot, everyday it a practice for my future job as a TP in case I really have no other choice. Haha. Should consider taking the 2A bike license. =)

Someone juz got fed up at me after trying to change my beliefs and failed. Well, I realise, I'm really love that wondering about, flying free feeling. Like the wind that never settle down for anything, never stopping for anyone. It's juz like when my heart stops me for someone, things always never really work out. Starting to want to believe in what Fu and Boon believe in now, that there's really no need to look for the other half yet. Think that girls nowadays are really independent, and there's nothing I can offer them too. Ha. Strangly, my heart didn't feel dejected or broken. Juz a little disappointed and more of reverting back to that indifference feeling, and makes me wonder if it has started to given up or it has learnt to let things run on its own course. Maybe a little of both. A rather calm and quiet feeling now. No longer hoping, longing, wishing that person would perhaps, fall for me, even if it's a little.

Think this blog is mostly about my lousy love luck and those lousy feelings. It should be time to close the curtains for the love aspect of my life for the time being.