Hmmm....halfway through this recess week and I haven't really done any solid revision, even though I seriously need to get work done. Been in a very slack mood and that is like strong strain of disease that can't be cured of instantly. So, juz spend time playing bball, going out to simlim with marvin, reading books I borrowed from the library, watching smallville and nua-ing at home.

Books, reading on a book by Richard Feynman - "The Pleasure of Finding Things Out". Interesting, talks about him and his life as a physicist, and more important the curiosity that drives scientists and researchers on. Don't like the education system here. It's like a production factory that drives to produce quality products and defects (like me) get thrown away. My screwed brain seriously cannot relate to things that I cannot visualise in my mind or that I cannot relate to daily lives. You tell me about electrons being fuzzy and obeying the exclusion principle and uncertainty principle thingy, I don't know all that numbers and vectors that you write down there in black and white. I need to formulate pictures, "movie clips" in my mind to "see" how that works. Darn. I rather be an apprentice and learn new things along the way through practical sessions.

But, still can't escape this kinda education system since I'm so stuck here. So, I juz need to get focus and swallow all those black and white numbers and alphebats. T_T