Bball with jun and cck!

Great workout. Cck surprised me for the first round with a rather accurate shooting spree. Haha. Jun joined much later and pulled a few amazing stunts as well. HAh. But has to agree, seriously, w/o boon's firepower, the overall offense is much much harder and tougher. I managed to rise to the occasion for a few times playing in the high post offense. Lol. My offense really sux. Really need to brush up on my hardiness and toughness. I'm too soft.

Had some talk after the game. All 3 of us agree that w/o boon and yanxi, there's no one to discipline us to mug really hard everyday. Haha. Sux. Jun, sigh, running into an emotional crap. Sux. Hey dude, hang in there, I know how shitty it feels man. There's times when you really feel that you've tried and wonder what else can be done and that person seems to have walked away. Don't know ba dude, maybe we're juz not into that luck.

Don't know. It's juz like unknowingly, I've sinked in too deep and suddenly juz to treat you as a friend only, nothing else attached, juz friends, I can't adjust that quickly. I've tried, you see me trying to pull away slightly. To drift back into original state. To not have you in my mind always. When you said that you don't know what will become of us. I don't know to, but I wanna try yet. I don't know. It's like there's something going on yet nothing at the same time. Confused. Lost. Yup, I guess that you're really busy with everything and I'm certainly not going to be able to packed into that tight schedule. Don't know. Sigh. Juz like V. I'll never be among the priorities or serve any importance.

Forgive my nagging. I'm only human.