Zherui is Da man. No wonder we're buddies. Something that's so obvious but I juz never fking see it. Happiness does not come after love. It's the opposite. Happiness is something that you tag people and then, if something happens, like love, it's juz a bonus. To be able to tag people, first must be happy. Ha. Alright, the goal of 2009 is to throw away all the emos and negative cb thoughts and juz simply, be really happy. Ha. The happy part should be easy coz I'm a super efficient self entertainer. Ha. I juz need to learn to not try so hard and follow the norms end up tt emo. Juz be myself and everything else juz fk care. =) Let's find back tt clown in me. =))